To my friend Angela Sinclair - you are forever in my heart and my thoughts. I miss you.

ANGELA SINCLAIR 

September 19, 1984 - February 5, 2013

Angela Sinclair, 28, of Toronto, died at 9:00 a.m., February 5, 2013.

Survived by her father and mother, Kenneth and Josephine, her brothers, Angelo (and wife) and Anthony.  Along with many loving relatives and friends.

Angela always marched to the beat of her own drum, whether it was through Pichojune, or by refusing to be a square peg being pushed into a round hole.

She was gifted with the ability to play multiple instruments, but that paled in comparison to her resonating voice. Everything she stood for was brought together in the open and inclusive space of her Open Door Choir.

This is a song of Angela that she wrote and performed. My fav song of hers.

It's been a hot minute since I last posted. I had to make some changes on this blog. LIFE changed so drastically. But I will definitely post more...I would like to start my new postings with dedication to my good friend Angela Sinclair. She passed away in February 5, 2013. Succumb to loneliness and the society failing her. Our mistake is not paying attention to the ones we love. Assuming they are ok. I didn't know she wasn't the strong woman she portray herself to be. I failed at being a friend. I failed her.

I decided to creep my friend Angela Sinclair on FB. I thought to myself it's been awhile since I got a reply from her. I remember making plans to meet up with her but my eye problem got the best of me. I cancelled our date. That was February 2.  Within that same week we had a winter storm. I remember we got stucked in the snow as my fiance tried to drive me and my friend Sheela to work. Life  was busy as that was also Valentines week. Days, weeks passed by...March 7 at 11:36pm while I checked my facebook, and I thought to myself she haven't replied to any of my text. But that's Angela. She sometimes gets lost in her musical world. So I just thought she will reply when she is not busy. I know she has been going through a lot and she lost her job. She was off for stress related issue. I didn't know that it was that serious as she never told me anything or did I thought she would be seriously depressed. To me she is a strong woman. I clicked on her page and what did I see..."RIP Angel". Emotions started raging from my veins. I felt my heart stop and my mind started getting bombarded with anger as I thought what a sick joke. 

As I scrolled down, scrolled up, clicked on other notes, called her cell and left her a message to call me ASAP. Message her then girlfriend Heart to call me ASAP. Everything was ASAP as I wanted to tell myself that this is not real. Then it HIT me like an upper cut knock out. My close friend Angela Sinclair is dead. DEAD. She is not coming back. That was 2 days before she decided to end her life she was supposed to meet me. Right away I blamed myself. Right away I thought maybe she was seeking for help. And meeting me was her way to reach out. I felt sick to my stomach. Then I got angry. I thought how could she do this!!!! She is better than that. I wished I was dreaming. I was just talking to her about making plans on expanding the excel program she created. Reaching out to moms and pops stores. She even offered to be my wedding planner. In times when she is at her darkest, she still put me first. I cried. I cried until I can't cry no more. 

I felt GUILTY, ASHAMED, I BLAMED MYSELF. My fiance held me tight. I kept texting her. To just hear her voicemail, to hear her voice. I lost my friend to loneliness. One of my biggest fears. She was there for me through the years, when I needed money to pay my rent she willing gave it to me. Even when I wanted to pay her she insisted that I don't. She said she has money to spare. She was one of the rare womenH that I can get along with. I met her at work and we clicked right away. We are two different people but somehow the chemistry was perfect. I was a crazy wild person and Angela is smart and musically and computer wiz. She blew my mind with her inteligence. I didn't know just how much she meant to me until that moment. That is the worst way to ever find out...and to top it off. I found out a month later and I missed her funeral. I didn't get to say goodbye to my friend. I didn't get to pay respect to her. 

I attended a concert in her memory in May. There were a lot of people there. Truly talented and ecclectic collections of men and women, straight, gay, young and old. It didn't matter. As I walk with my friend Sheela in the community centre. On the stage are flowers and pictures of Angela. Smiling and with her deep brown eyes that can see through my soul. Tears fell from my eyes and travelled my cheeks. I hurt. I miss her. I wanted her back. As the first drum played on...my heart broke. It's the kind of heart break that will never ever heal. The tears will always be there when her name is spoken. As her friends sang her songs, my tears failed to stop. My friend Sheela held my hands tight. I thank her for that. I was thinking is Sheela the replacement for Angela? Is she what I asked Angela to bring my way? Someone who embody her aura? But who could ever replace Angela? No one. But it felt good to have a friend like Sheela there. Even though Sheela didn't know Angela she paid respect and was there. I will always be indebted for that. There were so many performances and I can visualize Angela sitting on the stage and smiling as she watches everyone singing her songs for her. I hope she liked it all. 

The service was beautiful as the whole crowd sang to the song....
 "And I say hey... 
And I say hey what's goin' on And I say hey... 
I said hey what's goin' on And I say hey... 
And I say hey what's goin' on And I say hey... 
I said hey what's goin' on" It was truly moving." 

(See full lyrics below) 

The last part of the concert was everyone joining the drums and the band and the singers. Circling close to the stage and some holding her pictures. I wonder if she knew that so many loved her this much. So many respects her. So many thought of her more than she ever thought possible. I miss my friend. She saved me at my lowest time. She was there when even my own family was distant from me. 

The end of the concert and it's time to head home. For some reason I felt a sense of peace but still hurt. I felt empty. I sae her parents but I didn't know them close enough to make a full conversation. I just gave them a hug. Then her Dad said to me "She used to talk about you" My heart stopped...oh my gosh...I was someone special to her. I miss her. I held back tears. 


When I hear the song by Rihanna "stay" I can't help but cry sometimes when she sings "I want you to stay...ooohhh" because that moment all I could I think of is my friend Angela and how I wish she decided to stay...to give life a chance. But it's too late. It's too late as she will never hear my words. See me cry. Feel me hug her. OR know just how much I love her. She is gone. Maybe next lifetime...I do hope I get the chance to be her friend again. I can only hope. She was the bestfriend everyone should have.


   

 4 Non Blondes - Whats Going On 

25 years and my life is still
trying to get up that great big hill of hope
For a destination
I realized quickly when I knew I should
That the world was made up of this
Brotherhood of man
For whatever that means
And so I cry somethimes when I'm lying in bed
Just to get it all out what's in my head
And I'm, I am feeling a little peculiar
So I wake in the morning and I step outside
And I take deep breath and I get real high
And I scream from the top of my lungs
What's goin' on
And I say hey....
And I say hey what's goin' on
And I say hey....
I said hey what's goin' on
Oooh....
Oooh....
And I try, oh my God do I try
I try all the time
In this institution
And I pray, oh my God do I pray
I pray every single day
For a revolution
And so I cry sometimes when I'm lying in bed
Just to get it all out what's in my head
And I'm, I am feeling a little peculiar
So I wake in the morning and I step outside
And I take deep breath and I get real high
And I scream from the top of my lungs
What's goin'on
And I say hey...
And I say hey what's goin' on
And I say hey...
I said hey what's goin' on
And I say hey...
And I say hey what's goin' on
And I say hey...
I said hey what's goin' on
Oooh....
25 years and my life is still
trying to get up that great big hill of hope
For a destination

Until next time…


Signing out…

~Always leaving you with exotic taste in your mouth~
Sabrosita


(Photos used in this blog are from other blogs and online reviews...I do not own them)

Space

I felt your words like a surgeons knife
Cutting through my wounded pride
As if you've muted my freedom of speech
And I can't believe you're the reason for my tears
Unsure of your anger
Unaware that I was a bother
I heard your words so loud and clear
A space and you don't want me near
You've been holding not to explode
I thought I was making you feel good?
Like a genie your wish is my command
I'll keep my distance
I'll get over this for once
You've been cold
You've been mean
I am not to blame for anything!
What made you think it's okay to scream?
If you didn't want it just end it with me
Let me make it easy for you my dear
I'm already gone and you are free
I got other men who wants what you got so easily
The only problem I got right now...
How to get rid of your presence in my heart
A space I thought you wanted for life?
Niagara falls will have to wait...
Until the right one comes around.
I guess you ain't my valentine.

REPOST: If I could...

If I could...
Posted February 09th, 2009 at 11:59am


If I could I would
Take away your tears
I'd take away those cold nights
When a blanket does not suffice
When a box is what you call home.
If I could I would
Turn your illness into strength
Give you vitamins to get you to your best
If I could I would
Erase your deepest fears
And the things that scares you the most
Is just something far away
Out in the galaxy forever to be lost
If I could I would
Hold you close to my heart
Make you feel loved and cared for
That you are not alone in dark
If I could I would
Let you see your future
Bright and bountiful
You'll see yourself grow stronger
See yourself walking to your lifetime partner
If I could I would
Paint a picture perfect scene like a movie
Where butterflies fly freely
And the air smells like heavenly
If I could I would be your Doctor
Prescribe you happiness
Cure all your illness...
If I could I would
Be your mirror on the wall
To tell you you're beautiful
That you're worth more than gold.
If I could I would
Turn these promises into action
Instead of typing these words.

REPOST: Freak Friday

Another challenge on line to talk about "Freaky Friday" as the title...I got tons of love for this piece lol...enjoy


To the left
To the right
My stilettos looking fly
Swaying hips
Got you hypnotized
My long hair
Got you to fantasize
Lick my lips
Made you wish
I smiled
That's your invite
"Uh-uh"
Step back please
I told you not to touch
Admire me...
Just watch
Left one
The other
To the right
You got me open
Come slide by
Check out
My thick thighs
Run your finger
Just like this
Follow the trace
With your tongue
And end it with a
Passionate kiss
You pulled me in
And grabbed my ooh
Honey slow down
We got all night
Are you hungry?
Let me feed you
Fill your hunger
And your cravings too
You got a sweet tooth?
I got something for you
Won't you lick it up
And suck it too
You're like a hard
Candy with a
Surprised center
Enticing my tongue
Got me wanting to
Let you
come
Over me
and
Take Control
Of this
Body
Cuz I know
That you want
To get freaky
It's Friday
No need to rush
My body
can last
From Friday
To Saturday
And to Sunday
Every minute
Every hour
I'm yours to
Discover
Just call me
Come over

REPOST: Midnight Drink

You know how
I like it
Not
Too
Hot
But
Not
Too
Cold
Invisible hand
With the slow stroke
Aim here to
Lick it
Like this
I'll show you
Teasing you
Excites me
It's certainly warmer
May I have a drink?
Mix it
While you
Smile at me
Master Bartender
Make it special
Do it slowly...
A shot or two
Is all I need
Otherwise
By midnight
You'll find
Massage oil
Trace
Of
My body
On your
Silk sheets
Look in the mirror
My number
In red lipstick
Call me later...
For another
Midnight Drink!

REPOST: Steaming Peach

Steaming Peach

* 2 oz Peach Schnapps
* 4 oz Hot Water

Pour Schnapps and Hot Water into a brandy snifter. Sprinkle with cinnamon and float a thin orange slice on t

This is something foreign to me
But Peach Schnapps is familiar to my taste
After all the Sex In The Beach...the drink!
This is good for the body
Let me count the ways...
Aren't we supposed to drink
8 cups of water daily?
Hot water increase metabolism...
And well...Brandy increase your
Orgasm capabilities...
Which burn calories in every stroke
Hmmm the smell is alluring..
Paradise for all senses
Just like a man's teasing tongue
Glad it escaped that bottle
To touch my lips...
To explore my tongue...
Hmmmm...Steaming Peach
Tonight we are one.


Cheers!

REPOST: Crimson Sunset with Gin

Crimson Sunset with Gin

Ingredients:

2 oz gin
2 tsp lemon juice
1/2 tsp grenadine syrup
1/2 oz tawny port

Sitting in front of the sun
Reminiscing last night's fun
Where did it ever start?
Maybe from that drink I had
Hmmm Crimson Sunset...?!?!
I remember this sexy sabroso
He was sexy and tall
I remember him asking if I want a drink
I said sure and he started the mix
Filled the shaker with ice halfway
Then poured some Gin in
I watched him slowly lick his finger
Ohhh I wish I was in between
Then a lil bit of lemon juice
I wish he was squeezing my melons
As he shake it well
His muscles flex
Dayum....girl calm down!
He strain the drink in a glass
So careful not to spill any drop
He dropped the grenadine into the center
Oh my middle section did a lil twirl
He float the port on the top
That's how it all start!

REPOST: Minus thirty-six degrees

Minus thirty-six degrees
Posted February 20th, 2009 at 03:13am



GIRL:
Have you ever felt that warm feeling?
When something tears you apart
Like your heart don't want to beat
Nothing you can do to make it restart
Until it decides to heal itself
Since the saddest Valentines
When your actions made it clear
It's colder inside me
Than what this winter could bring
What's -36*C?
When in my heart it's minus you and me?
And our memories won't let me be
It's a reminder of the sweetest days
When you used to love me
I questioned myself and what I could do
If I cried and if I beg would it
Change the story to us to saying I do?
Would the sky be brighter
Than this winter blues?
At home I replay the same old tune
Singing out loud Mariah's
"I stay in love with you"
And every time
I try to see your face
And hear your voice
and when I start to feel a little ease
That feeling quickly disappear
And I hear the words
So clearly now
I sing the song
As if you can hear me somehow
"Inside I know it's over, you're really gone
it's killing me cuz there ain't nothing that I could do
Baby I stay in love with you"
Like a clock work my tears follows
Because I know I'm no longer there....
The more I want to love you
The less you care....
And you appear in my dreams
Only to disappear in my reality
And I'm left broken-hearted
While you destroy my sanity.


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FLIP THAT SCRIPT...If I were a boy style :)
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BOY:
What made you believe that
I gave you that feeling?
My intention was to be your glue
Not to be the reason you are teary
Your heart beat is my music and my melody
I never thought I'd be the reason it stop
Are you hearing yourself?
What's so important about Valentines?
There's no message in the action
What did it tell you dear?
It's colder outside
Cuz I know how it is to be between
You were my warmth in this winter dream
What's -36*C?
I know we'll change that In between the sheets!
Memories you don't have to keep
I plan to make your heart skip a beat
This is our sweetest days
Love is just another word of hearsay
I know myself
I know what I could do
Don't you sigh
I beg of you
Change the story you've been writing boo!
The sky is brighter when I am with you!
I don't want you to have the winter blues.
At home home we can play our own tune
Singing loud
Say my name
Say you love me
Baby I do care!
Let's listen to Babyface
In the background that song disappears
And I hear you moaning
Oooh it's the sweetest sound
I sing the song that you sing to
This collaboration can't be undone!
Like a clock work I check in and out!
Because I know you'll always be around
The more you love me
I try to act nonchalant
It's not that I don't care
I just don't want to be tied down..
You seem to be my dream
But my reality is too cruel
I've been your stand up man.
The last thing I want is to break your heart
One day I'll do you right
I can be a better man.

REPOST: Uncle Wray & Nephew

Uncle Wray & Nephew

So I called my friend's uncle Wray to hang out
I was still feeling kinda low
The way Valentines day went down
I took him to hang with some friends
He always know just what to say
To spread wisdom to them
Each of us took a shot
To get a little of uncle Wray's advice
I told him my story and he nod
He said he got a Nephew for me
He said Nephew is a sure hit
So he called Nephew to come by
And we all hanged out throughout the night
I gotta say that Nephew is cute
Or am I tipsy from Uncle Wray's shot?
So the music took control
And I am between them two just grinding
All my girls were screaming loud
Saying "you go girl"
I was feeling the heat
Hmmm was that uncle Wray's hand by my "beep"?
Then I felt Nephew come around
He said he couldn't let Uncle have the all the fun
So I let myself go with uncle Wray's naughty Nephew
Gave him the best whine and grind that I knew
Before the night ended Nephew kissed my lips
It was sooo strong and sweet!
I knew I was sad that the night has ended
Uncle Wray and Nephew said goodbye
But they promised in June
For my b-day they'll come by
I closed my eyes cuz that night I was flying high!!!
But I am looking forward for another session
To hang with Uncle Wray & Nephew
For a naughty night out!

REPOST: Chocolate Martini

Chocolate Martini
Posted February 15th, 2009 at 03:35am


Mr. Bartender please create a magic for me
I'm craving a little sipping pleasure
Nothing seems to inspire me...
Like a rich taste of a decadent
Chocolate Martini
Served in a chilled sexy swerved glass
No one can resist to touch!
What a wondefully sinful way
To excite a martini glass!
Combine the
Godiva Chocolate liqueur
Creme de Cacao
And Goldenbarr Chocolate vodka
Into a cocktail
Shaker
Half full of cracked
Ice
Shaken
NOT
Stirred
Gently swirl in a circular motion
Strain that fine chocolate creation
Into my martini glass
The smell of vodka and chocolate
Enveloped me..
Hmmm as I raise the glass to my lips
Licking the rim with my tongue
So that my lipstick don't leave me...
Hmmm chocoliscioustini!

REPOST: S.W.E.A.T

S.W.E.A.T.
Posted January 28th, 2009 at 02:40am

Slowly you came to me
Somehow I knew where this would lead
Sure of myself I took your hand
Strong hold as you take mine

Without a doubt your kiss I crave
Watching you
Watching me
Warms my soul...
Warms my body...
Warms my heart...

Each touch is like...ohhhhhh
Eternity...yeahhhh
Each kiss is like..hmmmm
Ecstasy......yeahhh
Each stroke felt like..woahhh
Exploration...yeahhh
Each time...mmmm
Every single time...yeahhh
Elevating my senses
Entertaining my fantasies

All at once I felt your strength
Aspiring to be the best...
Again and again and again...yeah...
As you fullfil my needs
As if you knew what my body needs

Took me by surprised
To want to hold on to you
Tonight was amazing
Trying not to show my feelings for you
Tempted to say the words
To make you stay
Tonight was just a night
This was not a dream
Take this monetary appreciation
Thank you for the service!

REPOST: Dear Heart

Dear Heart
Posted October 28th, 2008 at 02:14am

I know it hurts you
but why do you chose to hold on?
You seem to not get it
Do I have need to explain some more?
Can't you see he left us?
Can't you believe what I seen?
The words that I screamed out loud
As you slowly shattered piece by piece.
I know he was good to you
For that moment in time
I know he made u beat faster
That was his talent, the master mind!
I guess it's my fault that I let him stare in mine
Cuz that was the moment he stole your keys through my eyes
Oh those silly kisses that I allowed him to take
Without even saying thank you
He just take and take and take

You're so stubborn you make me scream!
I cry and cry and you just don't listen to me!
You keep on holding on to a man that wanted to be free.
If I could I'd trade you in for free
For another that knows better than be a fool for him
What a shame you silly thing
He don't love us so stop beating for him!
Now now don't you start to cry
When you get emotional
It's so hard to breathe sometimes.

Do we need a book on how to move on?
Or go with the ladies to watch a man shake his groins?
Would that somehow help you jump for joy?
Shall we ask a Doctor for a pill for a temporary relief?
Until we finally get over that "oh he used to be so sweet"

Let's go and get out there my heart!
Let's not let Mr. Right pass us by and let another break his heart
Just because we're hang up on a man that don't deserve our love!
Dear heart, I just want you to stop breaking apart!

REPOST: I choose me

I choose me [After watching different chick flick and listening to my friends stories...these piece came to play]
Posted January 17th, 2009 at 01:33pm on Lyrical Liquor!

I lost count on the amount of tears I cried
I lost count on the times I smiled
I can't remember the last moment I was happy in love
Oh how I almost forgot how it felt like
I can't recall the last I heard those words
Or did I ever hear forever after those same words?
I can't feel what I willingly give
I wish a kiss opens a window to what is near
I don't remember being held
All I have are memories of what left
No matter how hard I try
I'll always love falling in love till the day I die
A night of "girl-talk" came to play
Reminisced all of our exes to date
We laughed about our silly high school crush
Cried and gave comfort when we talked about the last
I don't want to be like Christina who stayed with a cheater
Cheat on her once shame on him
Cheat on her twice shame on her
She always gossip about the worst of the others
But the worst one lives at home with her...
Her man who loves to creep on her
And she just salivate on every next brother
Why should I envy Kiki?
She's a doormat for any man who just want an easy p***y
A walking hypocrite when she barks at someone's dog
At least if you're gonna try and give advice
Get your own ish right!
Oh I don't want to be like Sharifa
She got a man of six years
But he played for ten months with Ms. Jamaica
Guess she's just like Kiki
Holding on to man who can't stop getting with a new jibby
So I sat at home after a long day at the office
Thinking what do I really miss?
The fight?
The disbelief?
The tears?
The baby mamas?
The other dramas?
And added baggage?
Or those bills unpaid?
Oh how do those ladies manage?
In the end I choose me...
Stress free
Living free
Ms. Independent me
Me...me...me...
A little lonely but
Not for too long honey
I don't settle for the second best
Not a fool for no body!
God will bless me as I wait patiently
For Mr. right for me
Not a cheating hubby
And live in an apt indefinitely!
Hell no that won't be me...
I rather focus on a career
Make that money...
And take care of me.
I choose me!

Crossed

It’s like the sun and the ocean crossed paths
The inevitable finally happened
Unthinkable yet in my body it resides.
Time didn’t lose the ignition of our connection
In the core of my being I unknowingly kept you.
Locked away for the unpredicted future
It might be the burn that got to me
Or the gradual decrease of my control is taking a toll on me
I looked up the dark mysterious sky but there were no stars
For the wish was right in front us
Almost too bright for us to see
A grasp away from feeling you
You feeling the deepest of me
Chills intensify with every thought
Forbidden and unforgiving
Sincere yet selfish
Untamed with desire to lose control
A sudden burst of emotions took over
I felt you as the time ends never
Flashing moments of every time
Moments of us and we as one
And covertly affected as we went on our own ways
As I from the west and you to the east
And yearning to be side by side
I wish I could live this moment for life
But the time forces us to say goodbye.

May 24 Long Weekend....So The World Didn't End...Miami is still HOT as EVER, I TWIT like a bird now and so much more....read!

Hello Readers, Lovers, Haters and even you Stalkers reading my blog, I thank you first and foremost because even though anonymous, it is still a good feeling :)

So the world did not end. I must admit that I was bugging when I heard that the US Government was handing out “Zombie Survival Kit”.



Who wouldn’t be scared? That’s the Government and that they probably know something and they are trying to "help" us fight the fuck-ups. IN Canada didn’t have any of those kits available but I do have my swords.

Yup just like these ones :)

I’ve watched a fair amount of Zombie inspired movies that I know a thing or two on how to fight them off. #1 rule DO NOT GET TO CLOSE. #2 RUN and FAST. #3 WEAPON you better have a long one, preferable something sharp or something that can smash a head...trust me it will be the best thing. NO GUNS...we all know that don't work!!! You have to know what type of zombie you are dealing with. Are they the brain dead kind or the ones that still can run and open doors.

I’m sorry I am not trying to scare you my faithful readers, but let’s just be safe and sorry and just research what we can do JUST INCASE it does happen. There are so many medicine labs in the world that test NEW meds on volunteers…who knows if Resident Evil type of infection would ever happen. If it did or is on it’s way….wtf are we to do?

WHAT ARE YOU GOIN TO DO????

Yes only GOD can tell when that time will be when he decides to call the names of the ones he wants to come home to heaven and cast away those who caused so much grief to this world. Until that day…we are at the mercy of the hands of those who has power.

So did you confess your sins before the midnight of May 21st? Did you get that big screen tv thinking you didn’t have to pay for it? Did you delay your bill payments? I stayed home with the man that I love and just left our faith in the hands of God. But we are good with him so we are not afraid at all.

LIVE YOUR LIFE RIGHT SO THAT YOU DON’T HAVE TO BE SCARED OF THAT SPECIAL DAY HE COMES TO ASK YOU A QUESTION.

Saturday show by The One and Only ILL VIBE SHOW Host DJ FLAV-ONE killed it!!!With new tracks by Keyshia Cole and Nicki Minaj. Some throw backs was on the playlist as well and let's just say that my booty did not want to sit! You all know that it takes the other DJ's to get on that level? Hmmm about 4 months! Just like Rihanna's song...we've done played it, twirked it, and scratched it for months...then all them other DJ's finally got the memo lol. You know who you heard that first! If you don't well NOW YOU KNOW. SO YOU BETTER TUNE IN NEXT SATURDAY and show LOVE :) Otherwise you are missing out!!! But for real...This show is the illest and worth checking out...put on your straight jacket first because it's gonna get crazy and YOU KNOW THIS MAAAAAAAAAN!!!!!!

We dedicated 45 minutes of the old school throwback to my Brother Edgar for his 34th birthday! We love you and can't wait to see you soon!!!! You have been blessed with the best gift...A son and a beautiful wife...no other materialistic things can ever make you feel that good :) WE love you!

Now let’s talk sports…yup MIAMI IS BRINGING THE HEAT!!!!

They’ve beaten Chicago on both Miami and Bulls court…we all know haters out there can’t take it. But this is the game and that’s why we love it. Bosh is doing his thing…making history and all time career high. Lebron is just the unstoppable train…watch out. You might want to think twice before you decide to get in front of him. It’s been a bloody playoff for Wade for the man is focus. Miami just take your time with the ball…don’t rush the shot. You guys got this…just make every shot count. WE ARE COUNTING ON YOU GUYS TO BRING THE HIGHEST HEAT OF THE SUMMER!!!!

Hmmm I am feeling for some BBQ and a nice thick grilled BULLS and a tall Guinness for my man and red wine for me :) - just perfect! Got the GRILL to the PERFECT HEAT...some MIAMI sauce and a nice playoff BULLS :)

Twitter update: "if ur gonna beat the Heat, u better do it this year. They'll only get better each year" -Michael Jordan this morning. 5/23/2011! Even the best basketball player of all times knows what’s reaaaaally good 

All you haters can fall back!

Speaking of twitter…yes I am one of the last ones to get on the TWIT-CULTURE. It is addicting but I heard this saying that “Fb makes me hate some people I know and Twitter makes me like the ones I don’t” I don’t really agree on this but to each it’s own. I only add people I like to have around or know my life on my FB and the twitter is for promotional use and to just talk with celebs….how else would I be talking to Yoko Ono other than on my twitter? Or really chat with Dina from BT! She is really one of the coolest on TV personality that I know thus far!

Well you guys you know how it is…time to log out but I promise I will try to come by and add some of the thoughts….life just gets busy lately…If I have an iPhone maybe I can do this while I’m on the road  HINT HINT!

Yeah My bday is on June 26th, 2011….what should I do to celebrate?


Until next time…


Signing out…

~Always leaving you with exotic taste in your mouth~
Sabrosita

Happy Mother's Day and more...........

Hello Famz, Friends, Stalkers and yes you haters out there!


First of all, yes it's been a hot HOT minute since I logged on and shared some of my thought with y'all but you know it has been a very busy busy first half of 2011.

So let me start off by greeting Happy Mother's Day!!! to all you amazing women out there. Especial shout out goes to my Mother who embodies the perfect example of pure love. I thank you mama for the nine months you carried me, I thank you for the sacrifices you made for me, I thank you for your patience and understanding, and your forgiving hearth that's been tested many times. I know time will come for us to meet again, but until now I thank technology cuz I get to see your beautiful face. I get to hear your calming voice, but it never gets easier when I need to log off. So Mama this day is for you, I wish you knew just how much I love and adore you.

Okay...........................sigh.......it always breaks my heart when I talk about my Mom, it's a bitter sweet feeling. She's around but never beside me. I know God got a plan...I just hope soon I get to see her smile, not online, no on facebook but face to face.

So for you my readers, make sure that you hug your mom as much as you can because God knows how much I would love to hug mines.

Speaking of MOMS....women this is our day...which should be celebrated everyday. The amount of things moms does for us is out of this world. From the moment our little heartbeats was discovered in our moms belly, they took care of us and loved us unconditionally. Why just appreciate mom for one day? Yes DO IT ALL DAY!

Women we are the master of multi-tasking.

Imagine all the things we do in a day...IMAGINE what we've been doing all our lives? I thank each and one of you for everything that you do to make us all better. After all without women, who would give birth to the world?

Now some of you might mention "it takes two to tango" but let's face the facts...men doesn't have the capability of giving birth. And if it ever becomes a fact that men can get pregnant...I so bet ya that most men with reside at the highest mountain and swear off women for good. Now do not use Thomas Beatie since he was born a woman that modified the external of his biological gene thru operations but he still has the internal make of a woman, which therefore allowed him to have a baby....not just for the 1st time but 2nd time as well.

But this short blog is for the moms out there! We Salute you and I hope someday to join mommyhood :)

Until next time...
Signing out…

~Always leaving you with exotic taste in your mouth~
Sabrosita

Are you back to naughty?

Hello Readers, Lovers, Haters and even you Stalkers reading my blog,

First of ALL I do swear on my blog!This is a blog and is my other persona...the one that is untamed and yes unapologetic! So if you're one of those "ooooh you said bad words" kid, get the fuck out of my blog!

The first week of 2011 came in, did a little reminisce, slipped and then re-focused for the official beginning of the NEW YEAR! Did you make a resolution? And how are you keeping it? Hmmm for some it seems that the Christmas holiday is the only time that they can be pleasant. For some reason the bitch was nice and the asshole was actually polite! SHOCKER, well for a week that is or just during the Christmas HOLIDAY ONLY!!! Have you encountered those types of people? Ahhhhhhhh you’re not alone my friend…you are not alone. We all have assholes and bitches in our lives that tend to creep in our life – at work, at the mall, on the road and hopefully we don’t have to deal with them at home. And again unfortunately SOME of you have them at home…that’s just unfortunate.

I’ve read so many news articles about workplace and actual review on behaviors, and let me tell you that they are pretty accurate. Facebook allows us to post our thoughts and broadcast our life. I’ve discussed with friends how nice people tend to be when “Saint Nick” comes around. But how quickly they change back to their old habits faster than I can put away my Christmas decorations! Let us call these, people who only pleasant by occasions, the BAHFUCKINHAMBUGS! Fake ass people.

Now let’s generalize this a bit so that some people’s feeling won’t be hurt as much as I would want them to…Hmmmm! How can one person talk behind someone’s back and when they realized that the person found out what they done did…they go all out to make it up and then AGAIN talks so much thrash! Now are they stupid or are they S T U P I D? How the hell did they think the word spread? Maybe the person that you gossiped to felt compelled to tell the others, I can only guess that they are sick of your antics and they want someone to put you on your place. But people THINK before you talk, THINK before you act and definitely THINK twice BEFORE you PISS anyone OFF!




You see I try to be a peaceful person, but I also know that I must speak my mind up. Why would I let an asshole and a bitch go on like they can get away with it? Why would you? Why should anyone? I say put them in their place because the more we let them go on with their ignorant self the more they will feel powerful. Who the hell wants an asshole and a bitch to have powers?

Now let’s talk about the miserable peoples. Now if you are miserable in a relationship or at work, don’t take it out on those people around you! If you hate your job so much then get the fuck out and get another job. Why would you make everyone at work miserable because you are? YES I AM VENTING! Because the funny thing is…I watched this show and some people who hate their life or job actually habitually affects everyone around them. They slack of and the poor "nice" coworker had to pick up their slack or they are just plain ruuuuuuuuuude! I can’t deal with RUDE people as I try to be nice…even just for the day. What is the point of being miserable? No one should take their misery out on an innocent person. SURPRISE SURPRISE you miserable assholes and bitches…I was born and out of the millions you’ve encountered GUESS WHAT? YUP I ain’t taking your shit so be prepared to hear it! Why the hell should I let you run me down? Best believe it! Why should I be afraid to speak my mind? I am pleasant and respectful of my friends and coworkers and I can’t stand it when people take niceness for weakness.

Here’s a fair warning to some of you miserable people out there, be very careful who you tick off because you will never know how they will react! Just saying! Seeeeeeeeeeeeen?

Do your heart a fav will you?....and just smile….I swear it’s good for you!


Until next time…


Signing out…

~Always leaving you with exotic taste in your mouth~
Sabrosita

2010 +1 = 2011 How you bid farewell to 2010 is the preview to your 2011!

2010 is ending with a new 2011 as our "new" beginning. It is that time of the year that some of us reflects back to what was in hope to have a better up coming year.

The whole world experienced rejoice and great suffering in just a year. From my home land Philippines to our backyard here in Canada…I’ve seen so much that it really makes me question all the current predictions. Do we really have one last year on earth?

With all the crazy weather, crazy people, and occurrences around the world…have we really reached our limits? Noah was the savior of the time when the world experienced the wrath of God...

Recently I read that there’s a modern day Noah that instead of collecting actual live animals and humans, he/she is collecting DNA samples. Is it true? And if so, what qualifies a person have that privilege or superior enough to have their DNA preserved? And if Governments controls this decision making, which Government would be picked? Would it be my homelands? Your homeland? Canada? Or the probable top pick is the ever so controlling US Government?

Nonetheless each Government will surely save their “people” first or take bribery for the ticket to the future. Do you think that a Government, from any country, would actually be able to design a LEGIT process for this ultimate pick? What would you do to get the ticket to the future?

Imagine how many would do just about ANYTHING to be “preserved”. Would it bring the good more so than the bad? Does that leave the young, the old, and the ill vulnerable to be abandoned without the fighting chance to at least get the chance to see the future thru the eyes of their successors? And lastly…since nothing is free in this world…what would it cost any of us to get that chance? Hmmm a Lottery for DNA preservation. Think about it.

So what is your plan for the New Year? Are you going to kick out 2010 with a BIG BANG or something more on a low key? Clubbing or just liming at home, whatever your pick might be…PLEASE, PLEASE, and PLEASE do not drink and drive, and for some just PLAIN DON’T DO SHIT!!!

There are people out there that should not even talk or walk at all under the influence of alcohol (amongst other things that can alter your “natural” state!) And please do not get me started with the next day “I was too drunk to know” lame excuse because I will personally slap you if you think doing anything hurtful to the mind, body, and/or soul of any living and breathing thing would be acceptable!

Remember before you celebrate the ending of the year 2010, that you think about what you want and how you want to start your 2011! Having fun is easy when you are careless but having fun while being responsible for your actions takes a very strong person.

It should never cost anyone’s happiness or livelihood. Seeeeeeeeeen?

With that folks…Happy New Year and I wish you all GREAT HEALTH, GREAT LIFE, GREAT LOVE, AND ULTIMATE CONTENTMENT FOR THE REMAINDER OF THE YEAR 2010 TO THE NEW YEAR 2011!!!

Until next time…

Signing out…

~Always leaving you with exotic taste in your mouth~
Sabrosita

Be thankful...it's really not that hard!

Hello Readers, Lovers, Haters and even you Stalkers reading my blog, I thank you first and foremost because even though anonymous, it is still a good feeling :)

It has been a hot hot minute since I updated you with my life, love, and my world – and my review on them…not necessarily in that order 

So everyone was all up the special date October 10, 2010 – the big 10-10-10, is the hottest hit in email threads of pass the luck or face missing it. Now to whoever spread the rumor that this happens every 823 years and the 10-10-10 happens every 1000 years? Where is the concrete evidence of this observation? Was it based on our new technology calculations? Or do we have the calendar records of the past dates or reoccurrences? So someone about 2000 to 3000 years ago took a note of “Hmmm wonder if this date will repeat?” and somehow passed this “scientific assignment” to their kids and theirs kids and their kids over thousands of years…anyways that just what I thought of the first time I read the email thread.

The long weekend that leads to the Canadian Thanksgiving came and gone but do we stop giving thanks and appreciating those we love? I think NOT. We should always be thankful for our daily blessings. We should also be thankful for the rough days as those moments helps us appreciate the best times.

With so many different cultures it’s almost irrelevant to figure out whose tradition was it to begin with right? It’s a nice tradition to gather our loved ones or spend it with a special someone to cherish the blessings and give thanks. Now I feel that we should always give thanks on a daily, this special day reminds those who tend to forget to take weekend to find their way home or take a moment to reflect back. To make amends or simply be thankful…hence name of the day is…THANKSGIVING DAY . Why Americans has it on a different date…is another story 

This past Thanksgiving I had so much to be thankful for. Not just the blessings but the also the obstacles that I went thru to get to where I am and appreciate what I have. Would you believe that just over a year ago I would have never thought that I would be HAPPY. Yes it’s a word that at one time seem to be so far fetch. I thought being HAPPY is something that only happens in movies. But hey here we are, and you are reading how happy a girl can be as a woman. It does really take that much to reach contentment in life. But it’s something that one must really know WHAT MAKES YOU HAPPY?


“I give thanks to the Lord up above for life, for our health, for love, for his ever forgiving heart. I give him thanks and praise for his constant guidance that lights the path I take. I give him thanks for the family and friends in my life, near and far. I thank him for our job that allows us to put the bread and butter on our table. May the lord constantly bless the food we eat and that it may nourish our body to draw strength to fight the evil temptations that crosses our path. I pray for the Lord to never give up on us, to always be part our lives because without him our life would be chaotic….amen!”

Anyways, here's a start to so many other entries that I will be posting. Life's busy schedule kept me away but soon time I will have more for you to read, to think about and hopefully compels you to comment because I LOVE reading what YOU think of MY BLOG :)

Signing out...

~Always leaving you with exotic taste in your mouth~
Sabrosita

Got my thinking cap on...here it goes again...

Hello readers, fams, lovers, haters, and stalkers,

If you live in Toronto you will know what METRO NEWSPAPER is and let's just say that almost everyone has one in hand during the morning rush hours on the bus. Sometimes we even wait for the person to put it down if there's a shortage of print. It's almost "gold" sometimes because it also helps to avoid eye contact when the bus is packed like SARDINES! I am guilty of those that reads it from front page to the last page. And I can't help but feel frustrated with all the news. Here's what I think about the following "blog worthy news":




"Eaton Centre will get a fresh look"
Understandable that since they first opened according to METRO NEWS back in 1977, they are now planning to upgrade with a $120 million dollars to serve food on real china plates. Now last time I was downtown, Eaton Centre crowds can be counted in thousands. And the food court is like the jungle, fighting for seats and the rushing of shoppers makes it hard to even sit long enough to have proper conversation without having someone cloud over you because they are waiting for you to get up so that they can sit and eat their food.

NOW how the heck would they serve food on real china plates? I am assuming that this is an attempt to assist in the current unemployment. And this new upgrade will create job for those who were immensely affected by the recession right? That is something that I would love to watch on it's first day...with new visitors to see the "upgrade". If you are planning to see this event happen (when it happens) I highly recommend bringing some form of tranquilizer because it WILL BE A JUMANJI type of event!


"Project runway cancelled"

After North Bay Airport got upgraded worth 10 million dollars, they just learned recently that the soooooo special guest aren't even coming by. I think that's a malarky considering the money should have gone to those who actually live in Toronto, and needs the financial help. *SMH*

"Hospital patients discharged to open up beds"

This is in anticipation of incidents that might happen during the G20. ARE THEY F'IN KIDDING ME?????? I would love to know how they will make that decision of who goes and who can stay in the hospital? I can see tons of law suits coming to these hospitals in the near future IF this is really what they end up implementing. GOOD LUCK!

"Gabriella Nagy"

Is this bitch for real? She is suing Rogers because since they bundled her plan, her husband found out that she is a cheating whore! Ohm...Gabrielle please stop smoking cheap crack! You was found out because you are a triflin-vowbreakin-whore!!!

It's called KARMA that got you and the other whores by your freakin necks! You are suing Rogers for BREACHED of privacy? How about you BREACHED YOUR VOWS BEFORE GOD? You REAP what you SOW and daaaaaaahlinx you WEEP cuz yous a HO! Unfuckingbelievable! Women like her are too stupid to have a vagina!

"Fake Lake"

I wish Harper drowns in his fake lake and someone to fakingly save his ass and everyone can do a fake cry when he dies because he is a fake as M(*^(*F(*&(^!!!!

"Billionaires backing the Giving Pledge"

A launch for the ridiculously wealthy people like Bill Gates and Warren Buffet to give HALF of their wealth to charity. Now I am NOT against this. I think it's a nice "thought" (because until it happen it's just another promise that they can easily break. If they really want to help WHY NOT PLUG THOSE WHO HAS LESS THAN $5000 IN THEIR BANK ACCOUNT WITH MONEY?

This way the economy can bounced back because everyone will be able to afford to actually BUY something other than the staples of life. Sometimes I feel that those who have money didn't use their brain to get to the top...but then again how would I know right? Well...I've read and watched the news and let me tell you...most of them ain't smarter than a third grader! Again I *sigh*

"Dad & son got life term for killing the daughter/sister in the name of "HONOUR"

All I am going to say is that THEY should have been sent to "OZ" jail and mesh with General Population and NO PAROLE! I think an eye for an eye is suitable here don't you think? This type of tragedy bothers me because how many girls and women out there are facing this or faced this type of ending but was never resolved?

Anyways...I will sign out for now and I must say these are my feed back on the news that I read in METRO NEWS, I did not own these title but just a quote of the printed news paper on June 17, 2010. I love METRO NEWS because they keep me updated with the world events and keeps my thinking cap HOT!